Confused

There is so much to update on BUT right now I am gonna just update on how I feel at the moment.

I am confused and don't like it.
How is it that you can totally love someone, yet hate them at the same time. I am feeling this very much right now. Someone in my life, I love them very much. They have done some stuff lately that makes me hate them. It seems easy for me to be upset with them especially if they are not around. When I see them the hate kinda melts away and the love shines through BUT I still know how mad at them I am.
In the next month there are some things that will take this person away from us to a different place. I don't want it to be this way when that happens. I want to have all this sorted out. UGH! I want that when that happens things are good.
I will make some major updates later.